cindy rice
Date: 6/26/2013 | Hey grandma miss you so . Are you really watching all of us. And can you hear me when i talk to you. Its thundering and lightening here. I remember you didnt like that. Time has past and it still hurts so much. I miss talking to you. I talk to abby about you all the time. I say wheres grandma and i say in heaven. Im blowing you kisses now hope you get them. I will never ever forget you and all the things you taught me. And i love you so much. Talk to you later. Love you Cindy |
Cindy Rice
Date: 6/18/2013 | Hey mom. I sure hope its peaceful for you there. We will meet again and i will hug you to peices, Its lonely here now and quiet also. I sat in your chair tonight for the first time since you left us. It doesnt feel right thats your chair and will always be. Your pappy is ok we all share him. It just seems like yesterday you were here. And the sadness is overwhelming and not getting any better theres a big pit in my stomach. Mindy my realitor seen me for the first time last wk and said my you lost weight, Yes i have since my geegaw left us. You sure meant alot to alot of people. I sure wish i would of been alot more like you. Over the years ive held alot of things in. Of course i didnt have the support that you had. A loving pap pap. I must go now. Till we talk again i love you dearly and miss you so Love Cindy |
Darla Azevedo
Date: 6/17/2013 | I miss you... |
cindy rice
Date: 6/8/2013 | Hey mom seems like yesterday you were here. But its been allmost four months.Im waiting for you to come back to us. Seems like nothing is real important any more. You made everything important thats just how you were. I try not to to cry ever day but i still do i am so sorry. I know you would not like that. We are all trying our best to take care of pap pap. He misses his buddy. As we all do. I still dont understand why god had to take you. You are such a good person and he lets some other people alone. Im just so sad you werent awake for all of us to say we love you and to say goodbye. I flew there from work when perry called but it wasnt soon enough. Theres so much i wanted to say. Like how our childhood was so great we never had lots fo things but we sure did have fun becuse of you and dad. Now we just have pictures and memories. This is a great pictue of you and this is how ill remember you always and forever. No goodbyes till i see you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM Love Cindy |
cindy rice
Date: 5/28/2013 | Hey mom i will tell ashley you said happy birthday in a few days.
i miss my mom so despertly. I now face the fact that i am never going to accept this new life we are in now. Please dont be disapointed in me for that. I am not strong like you were. Please send me a sign that your ok. I cant rest till you do and it hasnt came yet. Its such a beautiful picture of you . This is the real you. Got to run i love you so and miss you. Love Cindy |
Cindy rice
Date: 5/22/2013 |
Hey mom its me again. Ashleys birthday is approaching 29 yrs old. You and pap waited so long for the grandchildren. Doest seem that long ago that you and pap were waiting and waiting on her arrivel in the hospital. Such a happy time that was. You and pap helped me raise her sometimes i think you and pap thought she was your child and that was just fine with me. I pray that your peaceful and not lonely. We are all allways with you kissing you and hugging you. I love you amd miss you so much. Talk to you later. Love you Cindy |
cindy rice
Date: 5/16/2013 | Hey mom, Mothers day has passed and your not here. And yes im still angry im so sorry, I know it would bother you if you knew i was still angry. I dont know what else to be right now. Just upset your not here i guess. Have run into some more people and they said you were a very classy lady. And always looked so nice. Im finally settled here probbly forever and nows when we were supposed to do things together and you struggled getting over your sickness finally and now your gone. Its so not fair. I truly am waiting for you to come back. And i think i need help with that im just realizing it. I promise i will work on that. I will always look at your picture before i go to sleep. I love u so dearly. No goodbyes see you later Love Cindy |
Cindy Rice
Date: 5/9/2013 | Hey mom its Cindy. Miss you so. Sure wish you were here to see our little boy graduate little Con-man. You would be so proud of him. Hes not that little boy you pulled out of a store years ago. Hes so handsome and kind like his grandma. Sure wish we could go back. Id do it all over again. Just so you could be with us. Sure wish i knew you werent feeling normal those last couple weeks maybe we could of figured it out. Im mad at myself for not realizing something was so wrong. I just talked to you the day before and wished you would of taken your phone with you and i could of met you and dad. The sadness has not been easy. Every time i look at pap i see you. I dont know how im going to live the rest of my life without you in it. I love you so much goodnite grandma Cindy x x x |
Cindy Rice
Date: 5/3/2013 | Hey mom it will be mothers day soon. And sure wont be the same to me ever again. I will think of you every moment. Help me make it through that day. I swear to myself i will not cry today but theres always something about you that comes up and i cry . Ive keep it to myself so i dont upset anyone. I will blow you thousands of kisses. Its not just mothers day its everyday. I pray every day that it will get easier but im not sure it will. Im so lost and cant find my way back. Im still so very mad that god took you and im trying to let go of that. Sure do wish that ash was here for me but im sure glad trish is. I could write to you forever but i must try to sleep. I love you so much. See you later Cindy |
Cindy Rice
Date: 4/27/2013 | Hi mom sure do miss you. I was not prepared to go on without you so soon. My heart aches for you every day of my life. I am still trying to forgive god for taking you from us all so quickly. I have not yet. But i do know you would not want us to be so sad. Thats not the way you were. I am still waiting for you to come through the door. But the hard truth is you are not.Please forgive me i am so very upset. Some day i will see your pretty face again. I love you so. Ashley and Trish say hello they miss grandma to. See you later. Lots and lots of love. Cindy x x x |
cindy rice
Date: 4/13/2013 |
Hey mom are you there .Are you there .Of course you are. Im having such a hard time with everything without you mom. Im still waiting for you to come back. Im just muttering threw each day wondering when it will get easier. I dont think theres a answer for that. I run into some ladies who knew you and said that you always looked so perfect. And i answered yes always and for my pap pap. I try to be strong like you were.
please listen to me every day as i talk to you every day. No goodbyes just see you later Love Cindy
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Darla Azevedo
Date: 4/9/2013 | I sit and listen to this music and try to sort all this out.. I go over and over rushing to your side, seeing all the blank looks on everyones faces..It's as if time as stopped, saddness just never happened in our lives, that all was because of you, dad, Perry and Cindy. I hope you knew how very much I cherished all our moments together. It's as if I was picked up and dropped in this new surrounding, and told to deal with it. It's all so different, and this pit in my stomach is overwhelming. I told dad today you can't have him yet. I will take care of him..You always said they broke the mold with him. He misses you, I miss you. I pick up the phone to call you, it seems like your walk through my front door with your quiche, yelling "yoo hoo" I smell your perfume. Mom, I'm trying..I know you sent me a sign with that song, but I'm waiting for another. Don't you worry about Cinny, Perry, and Dad. I will do my very best to be there for them. I love them as much as you do. I think of you every minute of every day...Love , Darla |
cindy Rice
Date: 4/2/2013 | Hi mom its me again. I love you more than you will ever know. Theres such a big void in my life. Im trying to fill it . You have big shoes for me to fill. I will have a very hard time filling them. You did everything just perfect all the time. I try to be strong for pap pap perry and most of all Darla. Remember everyone says darla looked like you. She is a big stinker and a brat ha ha . Love her dearly. And the way you always took care of your number one son. ha ha . It always made me laugh but it was sweet. Darla and i will always tease him about that. But thats what you did take care of everyone else. I love you talk to you later. Cindy |
cindy rice
Date: 3/31/2013 | Hi mom my beautiful grandma. Missing you very much. Life will never be the same without you. I just want to pick up the phone and you be there. Talk to you every day i hope your listening. I make sure i tell pap pap i love him every day and for u to talk to you later. Cindy |
Cindy Rice
Date: 3/21/2013 | Hi mom its been a month and i cant believe it yet. Please help me to accept it We all must go on without the most wonderful mother, grandma, and paps love of his life. I hope we all can carry on the wonderful family you and dad have built. Im still struggling with all of this. Please help me thru it like you did everything else. I know you are looking down on all of us and telling all of us not to be sad. Okay mom i will try. see you later Cindy |
Cindy Rice
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Cindy Rice
Date: 3/19/2013 | Hi mom its me. I miss ya lots and lots. All the grandchildren miss there gee-gaw. But you taught us all well and them as well. Everyone one of them have a little grandma in them they will be ok. Now all of us have to be strongfor you. I love you bushels talk to you later Cindy x x x x x
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cimdy rice
Date: 3/19/2013 | |
cindy rice
Date: 3/13/2013 | Hi mom its Cindy. I miss you much.Trying so very hard to get by. You are such a great lady always looked so pretty all for pap pap. He says nothing but great things about you when im at your house its like your right there listening. You are arent you listening to us .I still feel your presence when im there. Im not very strong but you were and im trying. This new house im in isnt a home without you.Dear god give me the strength that you have please mom kiss me goodnight every night. Ive been talking you a lot hoping you will hear me . I love you dearly. Talk to you later ill never say goodbye. x x x x
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cindy rice
Date: 3/13/2013 | Hi mom its Cindy.
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cindy rice
Date: 3/13/2013 | |
Cindy Rice
Date: 3/6/2013 | Mom its me Cindy.You have taught me everything i know. I hope i can be as good as mom as you were some day.Im trying but its hard without you.You and pap made a wonderful couple i was so proud to say you and pap were my parents.I miss you soo much i know your watching all of us everyday. See ya later mom. I love you so. Cindy |
Cindy Rice rice
Date: 3/6/2013 | |
cindy rice
Date: 3/2/2013 | Grandma its me again Cindy .I feel a little better when im writing to you.Please when im in need of a answer for something send me a sign cause you always had a great way of fixing things. I miss you so i will never forget you please forgive me for being so sad. And remember i love you bushels and bushels. Talk to you later mom Love Cindy
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cindy rice
Date: 2/26/2013 | Grandma its me again cindy . I talk to you every nite with abby and shes listens to me always she misses her Gee-Gaw too. dont you worry we are taking care of Pap-Pap not as good as you did. Thankyou for every thing you ever done for me which was everything always. adore you and wish god hadnt taken you so soon.I will be seeing you again have your arms open and ready for me. Love forever see ya later xxxx Cindy |
Trisha Rice
Date: 2/22/2013 | Grandma,
I miss you o so dearly already. It wasnt your time to leave us yet, we all need you so much and pap really needs you but you cant have him in heaven just yet. You were the best grandma anyone could have ever asked for. Anything anyone of us couldve needed you were there in a heart beat and its going to be hard for any of us to fill your shoes but you were a wonderful wife, a wonderful mother, and an amazing grandmother and you raised your kids right and they raised us right. God has a beautiful angel now and my memories of you will never go away, i will think of you every day and night and i cannot wait until the day i get to see my GeeGaw again!! Love you bushels and buchels grandma! |
Charlene Plautz
Date: 2/20/2013 | Our thoughts and prayers go out to you Darla, Reuben, Alexa & Conor and all your family. We are so very sorry for your loss. Your mom/grandma was such a big part of your lives and I know she will be deeply missed. She was so blessed to have such a wonderful and caring family. We're right next door if there's anything we can do for you during this difficult time. With Love, The Plautz Family |
Lisa & Dan Zeigler
Date: 2/20/2013 | Dear Uncle Al and Family.....
With our love, thoughts and prayers to you at this sad time. We are very sorry to hear about Aunt Pudd and always admired the wonderful relationship that you two shared. May you find peace and comfort in the days ahead. |
cindy rice
Date: 2/20/2013 | dear mom i will miss you dearly i love u dearly i dont think i told u that enough i will think of u every day please when i look up at a shinning star it will be you. you left us to early but you will be joining all the angels. you were a wonderful mother i couldnt have asked for a better one. I love you always. Love Cindy |
cindy rice
Date: 2/20/2013 | |
Darla Azevedo
Date: 2/20/2013 | My dear, sweet, loving mom. You are truly a beautiful woman. I miss you and all our moments together... I respect you - I need you - and you will always be my very best friend. Your kindness, your smile and sweet gentle hugs will be truly missed. Talk to me mom, blow me kisses, be my angel and watch over me. I love you bushels… Darla |
Kate Coleman
Date: 2/19/2013 | I would like to extend my sincere sympathy to Al and the entire Brandenburg family on the passing of Ethel. She has been a wonderful neighbor and will be missed. You are all in my prayers at this sad time. Ethel lived a long and good life. Again, sincere condolences to all of you. |
Perry Brandenburg
Date: 2/19/2013 | I could write forever about you. You were a wonderful mom. I will miss you so very much. I will always carry you with me in my heart. I love you bushels forever and I know I will see you again someday mom. I know you will be watching over all of us, I feel your loving presence as I write this. Your one and only son, perry |
Perry Brandenburg
Date: 2/19/2013 | I could write forever about you. You were a wonderful mom. I will miss you so very much. I will always carry you with me in my heart. I love you bushels forever and I know I will see you again someday mom. I know you will be watching over all of us, I feel your loving presence as I write this. Your one and only son, perry |
Perry Brandenburg
Date: 2/19/2013 | I could write forever about you. You were a wonderful mom. I will miss you so very much. I will always carry you with me in my heart. I love you bushels forever and I know I will see you again someday mom. I know you will be watching over all of us, I feel your loving presence as I write this. Your one and only son, perry |
Perry Brandenburg
Date: 2/19/2013 | I could write forever about you. You were a wonderful mom. I will miss you so very much. I will always carry you with me in my heart. I love you bushels forever and I know I will see you again someday mom. I know you will be watching over all of us, I feel your loving presence as I write this. Your one and only son, perry |
Reuben Azevedo
Date: 2/19/2013 | Grandma,
You were the best ever.
Thank you for all you did for Conor, Alexa, Darla and I.
No wonder Darla is always smiling and laughing. She got it from you.
Life will never be the same for those that loved you and you touched.
I was glad you waited for me to say goodbye.
Hope to see you again.
I love you so dearly,
Reuben |
Bill and Judy Hart
Date: 2/19/2013 | Our condolences to all the family on your wife and mother's death. We were deeply saddened to read of her passing. |
